RETRACTION BELOW.
Kenneth Collins wrote in message ...
>>Kenneth Collins wrote in message ...
>[...]
>what's 'hilarious' is that i purchased my copy of the volume
>containing the ref. at a non-Science-focused bookstore. it was out
on
>a table on the sidewalk in front of the bookstore ["Huntington's",
>Hartford, CT - it's no longer there], in the midst of hundreds of
>other 'trash' books, just as i happened to be walking by, which i
did
>only relatively-rarely.
RETRACTION:
after posting the above, i realized that i cannot Verify the specific
bookstore involved. 'trash' is 'attractive' to me, and i rarely
pass-by a 'trash'-table of books without browsing, so it colud've
been at any of these, but, on further reflection, it was
most-likely, at a book sale at the UMass Campus Bookstore.
anyway, it should be obvious, to at least some, what i'm doing.
it's a 'time' of keeping-Promises for me.
i Promised to just 'go away', after NDT's understanding was
communicated.
it's obvious to me that, it is, to some, but not all, and in
particular, not to the folks on whose behalves the work was
undertaken, and Done.
i never wanted to, and will not, become a 'dictator', not even a
'benevolent' one.
it's obvious to me that many work-against the coming-forward of NDT's
understanding.
my Sorrow, with respect to such, is un-tell-able.
it's obvious to me that there're none, amongst the folks who get-it,
who will stand-up to the folks who're working-against the
coming-forward of the understanding.
i understand such, but it's Sorrowful, 'two'.
what i'm doing is giving folks an 'excuse'.
so, rather than 'forcing' anything, folks' Free Wills will be
Guarded, and the 'door' will remain Open to all.
if anyone 'wonders' my Belief is as i've stated it.
what i'm doing is the same as Jesus did when He answered a query from
His Disciples: ~"Why do you use parables?" Jesus answered, ~"So that
folks can hear, but not understand."
Jesus wasn't being 'untoward'. He was 'just' Guarding Free Will.
Allowing folks to still have the Opportunity to get-it.
if Jesus had done otherwise, the 'Door' would've slammed-shut, even
upon those who were just Victims of 'the Beast', Abstract Ignorance.
holding-open-the'door' is simultaneously Hard and Consequential, but
it's what Love does.
anyway, in the end, i understand why i don't 'win the lottery'.
i don't believe in 'luck', so i rarely 'buy a ticket', and when i do,
it's only when the odds are at extreme-highs :-)
presently, for 'me', it's a 'time' for Keeping-Promises - the stuff
of Hard-Decisions, made long ago.
"The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak."
and so is the wallet :-)
i've got a couple of weeks left online, so if anyone has anything
that they want addressed, they should bring-it-up within that
'time'-frame.
after that, , God Willing, i'll find another way to reach those on
whose behalves the work was done.
the Innocent, 'discounted' ones who are, nevertheless, the Folks who
do all the work inherent in sustaining Humanity.
it's in my 'heart' to reach them, and Give them NDT's understanding.
K. P. Collins
