>i'm going to try to see a Doctor, today, about the 'thing'.
the Dr. said the 'thing' is 'benign'. he commented that it's 'interesting' that
it grew large, then shrank after i'd overcome my sleep deprivation.
i regret, now, having made such a fuss about it, but the Dr's diagnosis
actually disappointed me... thought there was finally a way out of my
'imprisonment' showing itself.
now, with no 'thing' to 'release' me, all i've got to 'look-forward-to' is how
many years of the Same-Stuff?
i'm not being 'morose'. i've been working hard to continue to get the
information out and to protect folks who're still 'two' blind to protect
themselves, and while there's no one who'll even talk with me, it's all i can
do.
work harder, to do the best thing that i can do, only to become
more-ostracized?
it's all inside-out, upside-down, and backward... 'inverted' (AoK, Ap4).
ken
