when i retired for the night, i realized that i've overtepped the bounds of
propriety, yet again... that, as John has alluded (but not with respect to
what John specifically addressed himself), i've taken action that can only
hinder things coming forward.
it's just that, within everything i've experienced, there's just no way to
eliminate the possibility that folks in an 'elite' group are not just
working to 'keep me dancing' until life goes out of me... because they're
'afraid' of the understanding's becomming the possession of the folks on
whose behalves the work was done... they're 'afraid' of the repercussions
inherent in those folks' coming to understand... and they're just 'keeping
me dancing', while working to assure that the understanding will never reach
the folks on whose behalves it was done.
but, as John has alluded, it's True that i've 'worked against' the
understanding because i 'crossed a line' that marks the 'place' where
automated consequences begin.
...a Wasted day... Wasted week? ...Wasted Life?
while remaining what i am, i Apologize to anyone who can hear the Apology,
and ask Forgiveness.
K. P. Collins (ken)
Ken Collins wrote in message ...
>or was the 'mirror' with respect to folks' pleading 'difficulty' with
>respect to NDT's stuff? ...that they've not the 'time' to check everything,
>as i didn't check everything in the refs John posted before replying to
>John's posts? ...and, "See all the trouble that caused?"
>>well, if any of those folks'd offerred to come to my place, with all their
>refs in-hand, to present their work to me, i'd've said, "come on down, i'll
>make the 'time'."
>>i've so offered thousands and thousands of 'times'.
>>there's an easy way to handle all of this with respect to folks who work
>'outside of the system'... have an annual 'crackpot science symposium'. the
>fees that the presenters would pay would cover the costs of the
professional
>critics who'd criticize the work of folks like me. it'd be a break from the
>routine of academia, and laboratories. the pros could would travel for
free,
>and get together, converse, socialize with their peers, get some
>inter-disciplinary cross-pollination... all at no $ charge, and do this
>criticism in return.
>>it's a simple, and Honorable, way to deal with stuff like NDT, done by us
>'outsiders'.
>>beyond that, all i've really ever expected anyone to deal with is just the
>stuff of AoK's "short paper" section... 5 pages... that's why AoK is
written
>as it's written. those 5 pages introduce NDT's reification of the
>information-processing rationale of the phenomenon of decussation.
>>5 pages.
>>when a man's given his life to what's in them, no one can read and comment
>upon 5 pages?
>>and as far as 'difficulty' goes, anyone in Neuroscience who 'cannot
>comprehend' the contents of those 5 pages, IMO, needs to find a new
>Profession... they are just taking up space that's better-filled by folks
>who're more-inclined to the Science, no?
>>that's the way i see it... i've taught their stuff to lay-folks... to high
>schoolers.
>>Science isn't a 'take-it-or-leave it' thing.
>>Science goes forward because men and women rise to the challenge.
>>and the challenge inherent in those 5 pages isn't difficult at all... it's
>all just =fundamental= Neuroanatomy with which every Neuroscientist should
>be intimate.
>>but look at what's in those 5 pages... Forgive me, please... the
>most-significant 'event' that's occurred during the history of Science.
>>and all my offers to go to folks to present this stuff run into folks'
being
>'too busy'?
>>it doesn't compute... that ain't 'the reason'.
>>it's got to be something else, and i expect it's been something both
>greed-filled and Murderous.
>>what's with that?!
>>we are =Human Beings=.
>>for goodness' sake, wake up in the Light of what's within you!
>>so, if that's what 'the mirror' is about, 'the mirror' is cracked, and it's
>not me who's in need of 'looking' in it.
>>enough 'excuse making'.
>>let's =do= Science... in-person, before fair witnesses.
>>K. P. Collins
>>>>John wrote in message <933220114.857406 at server.australia.net.au>...
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